Yesterday I had to take everything off of my walls…to say the least it was a very raw experience because the only thing I really have on my walls are pictures that Lauren and Peter have drawn and pictures of my friends. Then I had to clean out the junk drawers and came across notes from friends and such and well Four years of memories hit hard in those four hours Then I started to think about the first time I met all of you. I remember Lauren’s with a bare smile. It was in creative writing and she had to describe a character and I think she described Rubeus from Sailor Moon or that was I gathered and at that moment I frowned and was insanely jealous and thought “She’s much better than me.” Then I smiled a big old smile and thought “good then I’ll just have to work harder” I don’t think it was a competition really with her or a rivalry just a motivation to better myself. Then I met Nori trying to talk to Lauren now that I think of it. It was a group thing and well Nort and Lauren went together and I wanted to work with Lauren but I let it go. Then it occurred to me “Someone else sees her talents good Nori has good taste.” Then Nori and I had various run ins about Tamora Pierce and Harry Potter. Peter I met Peter and he showed no interest in getting to know me but there was just this weird something that told me get to know him. So I bugged him and bugged him and I’m sure at one point or another I’m sure he wanted to kill me but hey I think what welded us together was the Anime. Angel Sanctuary and X to be exact…from there it just kinda kept evolving . Cat I met because of Lauren but I think Cat is cool too,. With Cat it was like seeing what Lauren would be if she wasn’t Lauren. I know that makes no sense but it does in my head. Like Cat is forever smiling it’s insane she makes you want to smile and it’s crazy. And she plays the guitar and I love guitars I love them love them love them! And well she’s html illiterate so now I don’t feel as dumb as I did once upon a time but at least she has Lauren to fix stuff I have to sit there and growl at the comp. Then there’s Cat Lauren interaction. This always makes me laugh because they are forever beating one another in some good natured way and I have to wonder if they have ever had a falling out. Well yes that was a nice little tryst wasn’t it. I’m glad I met all of you Cat for her sunniness, it makes me happy, Lauren for her introspective nature that makes me comfortable with my own introspective nature make me feel I’m not the only one that thinks, Nori for her silliness because the way she types with the Yeah okay yeah thing is the way I think sometimes when I’m trying to figure stuff out makes me feel not so stupid(Nori I’m not calling you stupid I sweat) and Peter Pete just makes me happy by existing and I have no clue why he’s just Peter and it’s great. He’s going to have a lot of stuff to read when he gets back 3 girls all with online journals him gone for a month and the way me and Lauren rant…that poor baby…Well I need to get film developed because I have pictures of almost everyone and they are on the last role of film so yes I’m taking a few pictures of everyone when I move to tape to my new place of residence I refuse to have them shoved into some box somewhere. All of the drawings are coming with me as well along with Peter’s all notes. So ha I’m set maybe. I’ll probably wear the shirt Geimer might make me with and Angel Sanctuary pic the day we move. Well yes I have to go to the hospital now so I’ll talk to you guys later.